Will they be fine?

Daddy had to send mummy to the hospital today. She have been complaining about a persistant pain in her leg since last month. Went to SGH for x-ray.

Doctor gave her some medication and told her to comeback for a medical review next month.

Things have been bad for us lately. We found out recently that an aunt has breast cancer. No surgery for her. She has to undergo 4 sessions chemotheraphy starting tomorrow. Only then, doctor will decide if surgery is possible.

All these happenings made me realise. I AM GETTING OLDER. My parents, aunts, uncles, grandmas, grandpa are getting MUCH, MUCH OLDER. This, scares the hell out of me! Difficult for me to say this but, I may lose them one day. How can this happen? I can never imagine my life without them.

I am not the perfect daughter. Nobody's perfect. I may have done stuffs that hurt my family. But I really love them.

Wat am I suppose to do if they are all gone?