Not meant to be....

I guess it's not meant to be.

Not to us anyway.

And I thought we are this close to our happiness.

No words can describe how I am feeling.

Not 'I am sorry'.

Not even his 'We'll try harder. I love you'

Is it MY fault?

Where did I go wrong?

I may smile.

I may laugh.

I tell you I'm OK.

But deep inside......no one knows.

No point crying anymore.

I fail, AGAIN.

You have no idea how I feel.